Friday, November 04, 2005
Sorry I've neglected this!

Heyo to all (if anyone actually reads this anymore)

Well, I don't really have a lot to say.I have been very busy lately though with school mostly and trying to catch a breath in between to relax a bit, which is hard!!Wow it's really only hitting me now that I have to do my GCSE's and boy o boy i find that pretty darn scarey!

I have been thinking about my life and where I am now and to be honest yeh I'm content. Of course the same old stupid things bug me but when you sit back and look at the big picture life really isn't that bad!And ive been thinking what on earth would I do without God in my life guiding and protecting me??I find it really scarey to imagine life without my Saviour, I look at my non-Christian friends I really do not know how they live day to day because I wouldn't be able to get up out of bed in the morning without God esp. on those days when you can't be bothered with the devil and the work he does in the world.

Someone this week actually asked me seriously what I wanted to do with my life, I had no idea how to answer that question, I was stunned and I studdered!I mean i have dreams but my biggest ambition and dream is to live my life for God and God only!!He has a plan set out for me so why should I worry?I'm in safe hands, and yea i no this but of course I will worry it's part of my nature!lol

Today in assembley my VP read out a prayer and it touched me and made me focus on the things that matter in life here is the part that touched me it may not be totally correct but hey (goldfish memory sometimes!) Lord today help me to appreciate the sun in the sky that shines for when i swint I should be thankful for the sight you have given me, and Lord thank you for the strength you give me to be able to face the day and get out of my bed as there are many people who are unable to get out of bed!

So all I can say is when you think you're getting it bad think of all the people who would love to be in your shoes and living your life and pray for them, so that God will give them strength and the will to carry on!!Well it's kinda late and i have lots of work to do tomorrow!Sorry for not blogging for a while but i'll try to be more regular!lol

Lvya as always
xXx
But someone loves you more than I ever could!