Wednesday, May 10, 2006
End of an era!
Hey ya'll!!Ok I can't start bloggin til I say omgoodness...how amazing is the weather???It's so beautiful.Is it just me or is it way easier 2 appreciate life and creation when it's sunny and warm like it has been?I have even got sunburnt 2day and yesterday!Woops should have been wearing sunscreen.It really feels like summer has come early, and that makes it so hard 2 try and study!
Yes chums you've guessed it....I got off 4 study leave.I've been 'off' since Monday.Whats with the commas?Well I have been in school yesterday and today so it really doesn't feel like I've left SHS.I mean it has not hit me at all that I'm not really a student there!When we were told I just smiled and even lookin at my other buddies who were pretty upset I still didn't feel like crying.lol!!So it will hit me sometime when I least expect it...woohoo!NOT.
So because of all this happening, I've been thinking and I've realised.....I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!!!Right now more than ever I wish Neverland was real. (Peter Pan-you never have 2 grow up).So I'm not that siked about being 16 anymore eihter of course being 16 has advantages...but I want 2 hide out in my room and hope that I don't get any older!It's too scarey.I mean very soon my exams will be over,then summer will be over then if my results go well then I'll be back in a new school,which I still have not decided.New people,new surroundings,new rountine....just an undiscovered world of scareyness!People who are in grammar schools right now are so lucky coz u's will more than likely be in the same school for another 2 years.And you know what?Will I even be able 2 do my A levels?Coz I have been finding the work 4 GCSE's tough enough 2 keep on top of, how on earth will I cope with A levels?Plus I really don't want 2 go 2 a different school from Sara (bestest buddie) coz she's such a rock and I've got so used 2 being in school with her!!And I'd miss her 2 much.Agghhh!!!!!!
As well as my classes coming 2 an end in SHS, so have my SU days. Sara and I took it 2day 4 the last time!aww so sadRather disappointed as well though coz I felt it didn't go 2 well!Mrs Laird made a wee speech and everything and then gave us a present!It was so lovely!But no gift could ever top the advice and kindness she has shown me over my past 5 years at SHS...so Mrs Laird if by some off chance u read this thank you so much for everything....don't know what I'm goin 2 do without ya!
Sorry ya'll I have went on here quite a lot!Tell me if you want me 2 write less,coz that is maybe why none of u are communicating with me anymore coz you shout yikes when u see how much I've typed!!lol.Do keep in contact though coz I want 2 know what you guys are going through right now!Talk 2 ya'll soon!!
Lvyas lots like jelly tots!
God Bless
Rach
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